Do you ask for signs? I do. But sometimes I forget and my ‘team’ sends them to remind me that I’m not alone.
They send me signs to remind me they always have my back. It is the gentle nudge that they are supporting me, even when I forget to ask, give them my gratitude or appreciate all the synchronicities and support they bring into my life.
…and sometimes I just need a sign to pull my head out of my ‘you know what.’
Today was one of those days.
Like many of you, I have been ‘deep in it’ the last few weeks (months, years?!?!?!?).
I know I am getting closer to emerging from my cocoon.
I have also come to realize that I have been allowing the fear of ‘different’ to take me on the ‘scenic route’ of distraction and taking longer than it needs to get to where my light is leading me to go.
I’ve been allowing the state of uneasy with the ‘what ifs’ and ‘what if they see the real me and it brings me harm’ to send me on a scavenger hunt. It has been leading me everywhere outside of myself when everything I truly need I already hold within.
Lately, I seem to be ignoring things that would assist.
I’ve been pushing away the nudges.
I’ve been ignoring the ‘inklings from my intuition’ that there was something there to heal…and it would be easy if I gave myself permission for it to be easy.
I’ve been scared to dive into the deep unknown for fear that I wasn’t sure I would ever find my way back.
…and that is major holdup.
The FEAR OF NOT FINDING MY WAY BACK to what I no longer resonate or fit.
Fear of not finding my way back to the known that I no longer wish to live.
I wasn’t willing to SURRENDER where I was unhappy, stuck and hiding away for something new.
What if I couldn’t find my way back to the place I DON’T WANT to be in?
What if I couldn’t find my way back to the darkness?
…even when I choose to live in light….
What if I couldn’t find my way back to a miserable state that I no longer choose to associate with???
My little devils within were working overtime to keep me in a state of fear that was keeping me from stepping into my true I AM.
My little devils within were doing everything in their power to keep the light from reaching the hidden depths and keeping me quivering in the shadows of the ‘what ifs.’
My little devils within were casting shadows to keep me from shining my own Divine light to light the way for others so they would step onto their path of truth, light, healing, passion and love.
….sometimes we just need the smallest of signs to remind us that we can and when we are ready, we will.
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